Worst Christmas

First of all,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

huf.
I thought this xmas will be wonderful, but the truth is .. well, this christmas was so blue. can you imagine a christmas eve with tears? well, it happened to me.

I lost my boy in the christmas eve.

my wish to Santa was him. I wrote, 'all I want for christmas is Antonius Saragintan' but, what happened next? I didnt get him. I've missed him.

well, i can do nothing.
it's my fault.
I'm sorry.

It's quite alright and goodbye for now.

ILY.